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Friday, August 21, 2009

Happy Happy :) Sad Sad :(

I'm going to Hyderabad tomorrow...I was very much excited....Dat doesn't mean I'm not excited to go now...I'm still very happy. I know I'm gonna have a gala time out there. My sis is waiting for me like anything. This trip is all about fun, enjoyment & above all a good change.

Ma, papa are equally excited but at the bottom of their heart, they are lil sad. They know I'm not relocating to Hyderabad. It's just a fun trip. But since I'm done with my studies, looking for some better opportunity. So they know sooner or later if I'll get a good opportunity I'll relocate. And I know they will always support me in my endevours.

Today my papa said to ma 'Rachu bhi jaa rahi hai'. I was like, what to say...though I told them papa I'll come back in seven days...Don't know what to do. They never reveal their feelings because they don't want to make me nervous, they don't want to shake my confidence. We are four brother & sisters. My Brother is in US, for further studies, elder sis in Wipro Hyderabad & now it's me.

Sometimes I think, at this stage parents need us, but we have endless dreams to fulfil...
But I feel this march towards our dreams is for our parents only.

Well.....Not much to say now...May be I can't express, what I'm feeling right now. May be it's a silly thing for many. But believe me it's really a deep thought...

That's why today I'm really happy happy :) and sad sad... :(

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dis is 1 of d most honest thots i ve heard/read in my lyf...nd ur felngs cnt b undrstud by evry1 bt d 1 gng thru it knws hw it fels wen ur pa says dat sentence....bt takng d positivty in evrythng is d basic necesity of lyf, so though u r away 4m ur family bt maybe its to make urslf strng enuf to liv in dis so calld "practical world"...jst wana say dnt wory n ol da very best di...Mohnish

Rachana said...

Glad u read dis bro and understood my feelings..:)